“A V I E ”
Let this be the last time we're together.
Thursday, October 6, 2011 || Thursday, October 06, 2011
I just had to put this. Its so .. nice ~
[ emotional post ]
I miss those old times . When we had to fight the upper secondary for a table at the canteen . I miss those times when we want to be a big group and people would never disturb us . I miss those times when we would come to school early just to finish our homeworks . I miss those times when we took neoprints and put them on our ezlink cards. I miss those times when we would hug each other and do birthday bashes. I miss those times.. i miss those times.. i miss those times when we were all friends . I really miss you guys , no matter how much we hate each other . All i want is , all of us back together and talking happily . As i entered the canteen today , i see all of us in different groups . Me with Sakina . And the rest of you , further apart from me . I know , for some of you , its hard to forgive one another. Sometimes , i wish i could fall into my knees and beg for all of you to come together as one big group with me again . it hurts me alot to see all of talking and laughing , to other people and not to each other . I may laugh and joke with the friends i have now , but i can never forget the laughter i had with all of you .
i wish . i just wish . we could meet one more time before seeing if we want to say our ''goodbyes.'' Because I , dont ever want to seperate from all of you . I love you guys . I love you guys . I love you guys . I love you guys more than any crush i'll have. Because you guys are my one and only ..
forgive me for the things i did . because i really want us to be together again . if you dont wanna forgive me , its fine . Just tell me youre okay and happy ..
- yours sincerely ,
Izzah Raihanah Bte Isa . 2N3 . Bss .
Dear you .
Wednesday, October 5, 2011 || Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Dear whoever you are ,
Do you mind taking a step back and dont disturb me . forever ? I know you hate me . Dont need to say it , your actions already did . I loved you as a friend . I loved you like family . But if this how you would be treating me back , then I'll just have to forget you and erase the memories we had .
This friendship was a fake from a start . Dont you think so ? You were always using me . Like I was some tv being controlled by a remote. I believe that youre happy youre abusing me . I hope youre happy making my life miserable . I hope youre happy seeing me crying . To me , I just hope you would treat me the same as before. To treat me like a sister and not one-piece-of-crap-shit .
You treat me like shit . Ever thought about how i felt ? I felt .. no .. i FEEL hurt . Present tense . Im still hurt by your childish behaviour . Thanks for the memories . what a nice girl you are. what a pretty girl you are. I hope you'd find a better best friend .
Yours untrully ,
Friendships doesnt always last forever.