“naive. ”

July 2013 December 2013 January 2014 February 2014 April 2014 May 2014 June 2014 September 2014 October 2014 November 2014 December 2014 January 2015 February 2015 March 2015 June 2015 January 2016 May 2016 August 2016 September 2016 November 2016 January 2017 October 2018 November 2018 December 2018 January 2019 February 2019 April 2020 May 2020 December 2022 August 2023

hey
call me back
i miss your voice
i want your touch
why did you leave without
'i love you'

nights like this make me feel
as though you love me less
everyday
i just hope that you
wont leave me someday
when you realize
how boring i can be
how lame i am
how i'm not your type

looking at myself
i still wonder why me?
you tell me that it doesnt matter
but i'm telling you that it does

why me and not her?
she's prettier
better
nicer
while i'm
not.
i'm nothing like you want your future to be
and that's why i'm still afraid
that you'll leave me one day

as many times as you tell me you wont
this feeling inside just wont leave me alone
i still want to die
i still fear being left alone
i dont wanna cry
i dont
but why can i stop?

listening to a happy tune
yet crying with a smile
i wish i could die
wish that heaven nor hell exist
just want to stop living
and disappear forever

no fear
no emotion
no life
leaving everything behind
i just wanna die