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Thursday, January 17, 2019 || Thursday, January 17, 2019
Do i cross your mind in the mornings
or am i, from your mind, fading
into a thin piece of
'because she'll never leave'?
do you stay because you want to
or do you
fear the emptiness
fear the broken hearts & salty tears
when you close your eyes
when you go outside
will you think of me,
or are your feelings for me like the dead sea?
quiet and stagnant
awfully resistant
its like the love was too far to reach,
too far to obtain
and too tired to try
as we hold hands,
does it still make your heart flutter?
and as my love for you withstands,
am i finally better than her?
do you still think of what you once had,
still feeling sad
about something you left behind
but its still at the back of your mind?
the treasures you gave me was a reminder
that you love me more than her
yet on those quiet nights,
my mind constantly picking fights
with my thoughts,
gunshots, slingshots, all tied up in knots
