“naive. ”

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love is a weird thing
at first its all sweet nothings and blossoms,
then after a while
it becomes a habit.
when a habit of a relationship doesn't rely on love,
it shall disappear.
and i close my eyes each night,
hoping and begging to God,
to never take him away from me.
let us face troubles, fight on any thing,
just dont take him away from me.

can i pray that he will love me till the die,
and when i'm alive,
he'll love me the same?
or should i pray to the stars,
that he doesn't get bored of me,
and he will always want every part of me.

why do i fear being forgotten,
not being wanted or needed no more?
cant we go back to the sweet nothings and blossoms,
and let the love go back to where it was?

when everything was easier,
social media wasn't a product of out mind,
when a lot of things didn't mattered,
it was us against the world.
loving each other like never before,
being with you just makes me so happy.

so God, if you're reading my prayer. Please don't let him get away from me.