*A V I E
Hey hey. Goes by the name of Vie
I really do hate myself. Read with warning. Some have left behind tears.
I don't really care if you like me or not.
- nil.

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tears rolling down my cheeks

staining each trail with a black ink 

looking out the window of the bus

trying to stop myself from being seen 

the loud sniffles were all i could make

as my eyes produced water babies

i look down to my arms

wondering what i should do 

what could i do to make it go away? 

what shall i do to stop feeling this pain? 

away from the mind and onto the body 

i wanted to stop hurting

my chest tightens up 

i wanted to vomit

it all hurts

it just all hurts so fucking much 

'she doesnt know who he is'

'she doesnt know what he's up to'

the same song replays over and over again 

and with each repeat, 

the drizzle became a waterfall 

i couldnt stop myself

i just wanted someone to stab me

to help me stop feeling this way 

i wanted to sleep it off 

but i couldnt

crying everywhere i went

from the bus

to school

to the train 

till i was home

my eyes grew dry 

i couldnt see 

everything was a blur

i could smell

the disgusting fragrance of

depair

depression 

lost

lonely

aloine